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Skylar
Artist | Hobbyist | Literature
United States
My usernamesake Hahahaha
Pet Me!! [neko!sora] by Axt-chan

Hmm... I guess I am supposed to put some kind of bio here, huh? Not really sure if that is something I should elaborate on too much, but I guess I can share bits and pieces.

First off then, you may call me Neko-kun/chan/san/senpai/kouhai/whatever you feel like really. Or would you prefer too use my real name, it's Skylar.

Umm... I'm 21 years old atm, but my birthday is in august so not for long. I'm a guy, I'm average height and build I guess at 5'11 163 pounds last time I checked. I like playing the piano, listening to music, watching anime, playing games, playing paintball, racing go karts, and reading.

Hobbies would include all of those above aside from the piano bit, almost a year ago the circuit board in my 12 hundred dollar digital piano was fried when a nearby transformer was hit by lightning. So i haven't been doing much of that lately. Umm... I can't really think of much else to put here. I am just living life really, pretty lost at the moment, but I'm alive. But someone told me the other day that no-one truly has there life sorted out till there late twenties. So there is hope for me yet.

Some music I like is mostly alternative, rock, some metal, a few rnb/hip-hop stuffs... Mostly Rise against, 5FDP, some YG and most recently I've fallen in love with Skillet. They are so great. "Today! I'm gonna try a little harder, gonna make every minute last longer! Gonna learn to forgive and forge 'cause we don't have long gonna make the most of it." Aww they are just so catchy, I love them.

Not much to else say, really.

If you wanna play some games sometimes you can find me on Steam and Origin under the same name

And if you ever need someone too talk too... about anything at all, I will always be here for you. -Nyah
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I Live

Journal Entry: Sun Feb 22, 2015, 12:26 AM


First off, I would like to apologize to my followers and close friends. I have been M.I.A. for around 8 months due to life. I was basically forced to quit one of the two jobs I had due to exhaustion and stress. I went to the doctor for what I think was bronchitis, but I don't really remember. But, what I do remember is him telling my that I was the oldest 20 year old he had ever seen in his life. He told me with how much stress I was under from working so much and only getting 3 to 4 hours of sleep a night, that I was lucky to not have literally just dropped dead from mental and physical exhaustion. Apparently stress is a much quicker killer than almost anything. Smoking, drinking, drugs; all of it.

He heavily recommended that I quit one my jobs and only work a normal 40. So I quit from the restaurant I worked at. Not having enough income landed me with living out of my car for a while and, being homeless is one of the worst things I have ever had the displeasure of dealing with.

However, I recently acquired a factory job that pays me 11.75 an hour. And after two months of only having a single occupation I found myself unwilling to go back to working two jobs. So I quit at Kroger after a single week of being at the factory. I couldn't do it anymore. I now only work around 45 or so hours a week. A far cry from the 72 I was working before.

As cliche as it is, the final push for me to quit at Kroger was a song that had played over the intercom.

I was standing there after helping a customer and heard this.

"Do you wanna be somebody else?

Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No, you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like"

And that was it. I went to the locker room, changed, and went to the store managers office. I walked up to him and placed my clothes and badge on the edge of his desk. He sat there and just studied me for a good minute before he finally spoke.

"Are you sure?"

I just gave him a nod.

He was quiet for another ten seconds or so.

"Well, the only thing I can say now is 'good luck', and that I hope you made the right decision."

"I hope I did too."

And with that, I left.

A month later, I am once again able to support my self financially. And with the help of my Tax refund I now have another little apartment to call my own.

Now all I need is to find a girlfriend (Any takers? Hahaha just joking!) or at the very least a roommate. I am tired of living alone.

I am going to end this now, lest I go off on tangent, and end on a sad note. I am trying to be happy from now on.

So for those of you who care, I am back. I've missed you all dearly.

Hug by MultiCurious



  • Listening to: The sound of my own awesomeness!
  • Reading: Happy and fuzzy fanfiction stories!
  • Watching: The Blind Side
  • Playing: Mirrors Edge
  • Eating: A Cheesy Potato Burrito!
  • Drinking: Mtn. Dew Voltage!

I did it!

Journal Entry: Sun Jun 8, 2014, 4:12 PM


I can't believe it! I was able to find another job! I am literally in tears right now! It even pays more than my old job! I think things are finally looking up for me! Finally! After all these years, things are finally turning around! Oh my gosh I can't stop crying! Thanks everyone for their support, I wanted to give up so much and just accept things how they were, but you guys spurred me on! And now, I don't have to worry anymore!

Oh its so hard to breathe right now! I'm just wracked with sobs! And for once, they are happy ones! I can take on the whole world right now!

I love all of you guys! I want you to know that you are the only family I have! My dA family! Hey! You know what words starts with dA? Dango! You guys are like my big dAngo family! Oh thats so cheesy, but I don't even care! I hold you all close to my heart!

And as thanks for all your support, I'm making you guys a batch of muffins! I'm going to put them in the oven right now! I shall take a picture of them with my phone and upload them for you guys!

-Skylar

  • Listening to: The sound of my own awesomeness!
  • Reading: Happy and fuzzy fanfiction stories!
  • Watching: The Blind Side
  • Playing: Mirrors Edge
  • Eating: A Cheesy Potato Burrito!
  • Drinking: Mtn. Dew Voltage!

Depressed

Journal Entry: Thu Jun 5, 2014, 11:42 PM


Last night at work, I broke a 4 thousand dollar mould which crashed a 20 thousand dollar press... Got fired, big time... Since I live paycheck to paycheck, this is not good at all, If I can't find another job in 2 weeks, I'll be evicted from my house... *sigh* what am I gonna do? things were just starting to turn around and I didn't feel so overwhelmed by my life... Then this happens... Why is it always me?

For years of my life growing up. I was told that I was never gonna be anything, I was worthless, and that everyone would be better off without me...

And they were right... The first two couldn't be more true, so I can't help but wonder if the third is as well.

Anyway, I'm not gonna be on again until I find another full time job. See you guys whenever.

:iconcryinghugplz:

  • Listening to: The rain
  • Reading: job listings
  • Eating: Cashews
  • Drinking: Grape soda

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