My usernamesake Hahahaha
Hmm... I guess I am supposed to put some kind of bio here, huh? Not really sure if that is something I should elaborate on too much, but I guess I can share bits and pieces.
First off then, you may call me Neko-kun/chan/san/senpai/kouhai/whatever you feel like really. Or would you prefer too use my real name, it's Skylar.
Umm... I'm 21 years old atm, but my birthday is in august so not for long. I'm a guy, I'm average height and build I guess at 5'11 163 pounds last time I checked. I like playing the piano, listening to music, watching anime, playing games, playing paintball, racing go karts, and reading.
Hobbies would include all of those above aside from the piano bit, almost a year ago the circuit board in my 12 hundred dollar digital piano was fried when a nearby transformer was hit by lightning. So i haven't been doing much of that lately. Umm... I can't really think of much else to put here. I am just living life really, pretty lost at the moment, but I'm alive. But someone told me the other day that no-one truly has there life sorted out till there late twenties. So there is hope for me yet.
Some music I like is mostly alternative, rock, some metal, a few rnb/hip-hop stuffs... Mostly Rise against, 5FDP, some YG and most recently I've fallen in love with Skillet. They are so great. "Today! I'm gonna try a little harder, gonna make every minute last longer! Gonna learn to forgive and forge 'cause we don't have long gonna make the most of it." Aww they are just so catchy, I love them.
Not much to else say, really.
If you wanna play some games sometimes you can find me on Steam and Origin under the same name
And if you ever need someone too talk too... about anything at all, I will always be here for you. -Nyah
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No, you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like"
And that was it. I went to the locker room, changed, and went to the store managers office. I walked up to him and placed my clothes and badge on the edge of his desk. He sat there and just studied me for a good minute before he finally spoke.
"Are you sure?"
I just gave him a nod.
He was quiet for another ten seconds or so.
"Well, the only thing I can say now is 'good luck', and that I hope you made the right decision."
"I hope I did too."
And with that, I left.
A month later, I am once again able to support my self financially. And with the help of my Tax refund I now have another little apartment to call my own.
Now all I need is to find a girlfriend (Any takers? Hahaha just joking!) or at the very least a roommate. I am tired of living alone.
I am going to end this now, lest I go off on tangent, and end on a sad note. I am trying to be happy from now on.
So for those of you who care, I am back. I've missed you all dearly.